Christmas is like in 2 days time and I realise I still don't have anybody to go out with. How lonely,suddenly I just feel that my friends are leaving me one by one. I don't know, I am just so bad at balancing relationships, I have been neglecting Juliana. Its been 8 days since I last saw her and I haven't even asked how is she and everything. Sigh, but I know at least this time I celebrated Felicia's birthday. It is like the biggest birthday celebration I ever made for her. Last year, I was supposed to suprise her but I ended up suprising her neighbour below her and even on the wrong day! I know for the past for years, I never really celebrated her birthday but she would always buy me presents and stuff. Felicia, I remember your sweetest birthday gift to me. The superstar necklance? It meant alot to me okay!